feelings

well

i feel like i need to write but i dont know what to write..

or more so how to type it out.

school is boring my brains out, i have so much shit on,
i met a really nice guy.. he makes me smile so much and is so kind.
i hope this is a positive thing,
so i have mothers day on sunday, then next tuesday my aunty's funeral, then that friday i have the living end concert and hopefully seeing rick (that guy) on the sunday then next weekend its my birthday then a special concert for my sister and me that im going to and then the week after i have my deb.

home is jsut bleh

everything tends to be belh but im trying to be positive..

atm im going through a change of 'crowed' so i feel a bit lost and got no real close friend who is ever free enough to talk.


anyway im going ill write more later when things make sense.


loveee

RIP Aunty sonya

my parents took a weekend away,
so our nan came and babysat us.
we had just gotten to bed and fallen asleep
when the door bell rang not long after midnight.

i went to see who was at the door and was met with
my dad my two uncles and one of thier wives.
they walked in and went straight to nan then walked through to the kitchen
someone then took me aside and told me my aunty had just been found dead.
she was lasted talked to on thursday and that night went to bed like normal
she had an epileptic fit whitch she choked and died.
she was then not found till the next night.

this was totally unexpected.
we will all miss you
xxx